Monday, August 6, 2012

senior senior :D



Assalamualaikum wbt. Salam Ramadhan. Salam 1 Malaysia (Errrrrr). Im updating this blog smentara tggu mak dgn kursus halal with UIA.
I really really appreciate her sacrifice. Resigned herself as a manager company and yet she 'build' her of office at home since i'm in form two. Mak buat semua ni sebab anak anak dia [ktrg dua org je la kan]. Sy rasa sy dh pernah post sblm ni why she resign. Tp lupa dh post mana. Nantila link.



Cuti ni sy xblajar sgt. Mgkn 1 percent from my holiday . Lpas ni kalau da org tnya.

"Weh hang msti strggle gla cuti ni kan"
Ada yg kena pang satg, bak kata sir Arho. Haha. Gurau.


Mmg niatnya nak stdy, konon nak kemas kini, blajar blik biochem, fisio. Nak jadikan alasan kenapa xbelajar, byk je masa lain blh blajar, tp you know it is hard bila takde mood and kita duk fkir bnda lain.

Sy byak ulang alik ke kampung cuti ni di ngri smbilan.
Both sides of my grandfather sakit, yg belah mak pun kena tengok, kena jaga. Dia xblh bgun sgt, he almost 90. xsilap, sbya dgn Dr. Mahathir but still he tries his best nak bgun, duduk and suap mkanan sndri. Slalu jugak crta dgn mak ngah mak teh, uwan (nenek), mak. Dorg cte atuk ni mcm mana dulu. Byk travel blajar pondok, ustaz bhsa arb, imam berpuluh tahun. And skrg ni atuk kena mandikan, suapkan, kalau nk ngereng pun kne tlong, dudukkan,dia pun byk xingat.


and i am really appreciate mak ngah dgn mak teh sbb dorg la jaga atuk dgn uwan dgn sbar. duduk di kg pedas cuti ni amat memberi impak, dulu cuti pun duk kg. Blajar Cra2 nk jga atuk, mandikan org tua kalau dia xblh bgun, jalan. Kena cuci cdar slmut tiap2 hari. Sy pun jrg blik since msuk tmhdi, hrapkan cuti pnjg bru blh tgk atuk dgn uwan.
Appreciate pglman2 mcm ni, sbb pglman mcm ni xdpt dri buku, tp kte yg kne mencuba. Biar salah, Lama2 terlatih. Bila kte mendekati org tua, bru kita tahu org tua ni lme2 mcm baby. Kita kne buatkan smua but then ter fkir tak, utk mereka kte susah nk dkati sdgkan bayi ke kanak2 kte sng hati je nk uruskan siap cium2 lg.

Dan sy ykn pmbca pmbca ada lg byk pglman menjaga org tua drp sy. Pmbca2 msti dpat rasakan. InsyaAllah smua yg mmbca menjadi anak yg soleh dan cucu yg soleh, slalu mendoakan kdua ibu bpa. Sy ykn.

Pda msa yg sama, atuk sblah abah di pilah menjalani pmbdahan usus di hospital ukm. Utk colostomy surgery. Atuk kena kanser perut and he really need our support. Sbb anak dia dulu meninggal who is abah's elder brother kena kanser ni jgk. Hmpir 2 mggu jgk duk di hospital. Abah amik lift jga atuk kt sne dan kami duk kt kg pedas ulang alik ke sana htr mknan utk abah bkak puasa dgn mak lang. Smtimes ada jgk yg glir2 jaga.

Atuk sgt tabah. Jenguk atuk dkt icu lpas operation. Sayu tgk. Tp xblh ngs dpan atuk. Kita kne tnjuk kan kita kuat and surgery tu utk atuk sht. Jd kena yakin dgn Allah. Nangis bkn solution. Org yg sakit dia nk tgok kita yg kuat inspire him utk kuat.


Doa, dan minta org tu bersbr. Ckp, kita sntiasa bersama dgn dia.

Skrg, atuk dh cria blik abah ckp. Abah suka sgt. Kami pun trut hepi.

Kwn2 yg membaca, sy ykn, ada yg sudah tiada atuk dgn nenek. Msti sblm ni prnah jga dorg mse dorg skt.kalau yg msh ada, ingatkan kte sesama sndri, appreciate dorg. :) peace.
And this kind of experiences mguatkan lg azam sy utk jd gearitrician. InsyaAllah. Doakan sma2 kwn2!

At the same time kt rumah , sy isikan masa sy buat coklat cip. Plan nak jual and prmote time bln puasa ni. Tp ble xda sgt masa nak ngadap komp, xjd sgt nk prmote wt mse skrg and trma tmphan dri rakan terdkat. Dah berdozen dozen dh btol buat. Hmmm. Takpe, sy ykn ada rezekinya nanti mcm sy jual tdung kt usim pandan. Hehehe.

Tak sbr nak start new sem. Tp tgk seniors, rasa tkt nk tmpuh. Tgok dorg busy sgt2. Ya Allah mampu ke aku jadi hebat mcm dorg? hmm.


Dgr cte junior thun ni pun yg nk msuk rmai gle 82 org. Pdhal ktrg ni satu batch 50 org je. Yg lain pun lbh krg mcm tu. Tak tahula nk ckp suka ke tak. Haha. Gaya ckap mcm tak suka jek. Huhu.

Ops terpnjg dri biasa lak post kali ni. Dah dua kali post takd kaler2 sbb update gne phone. Sblm ni pun update Twitter dgn fb gne phone.

Wah wah. Nampaknya Ramadhan dah msuk 10 mlm terakhir! Fasa lailatul qadr ni! Jom rebut! malaikat byak2 dah trun dri lgt tgk hamba Allah mana yg istqmah. Eheh sy plak berdebar pdhal amalan tak hbt mana pun bndg yg lain. Hmmm.


Regards,
Dr. Areena.
Future GEARITRICIAN.

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